jobs... blech.

Well, my job-hunt is now over (hopefully, I suppose the guy could be a jerk but...) amazingly enough though, my trusting God was barely about the job. I had to know that he wasn't going to let me down not in where I worked or whether or not I can go to Hillsong but in life. Today God did not come through when I was given a job but when I chose to worship regardless of postiton in life. God comes through in ways we don't expect and money really doesn't matter to him. Makes me wonder why we live life the way we do.

Who, by worrying can add a single day to his life?

This little passage "Who by worrying can add a single day to his life" has been plauging me for a long time now, but in the last week the rubber has really met the road. I was in a job situation that really wasn't great, but it was a job and it paid quite well. However it can't be a good job when hearing "it's just not working" from your boss is more of a relief then a pain. The week I have been unemployed I have faced the challenge of not to few job offers, but to many. 4 interviews resulted in two jobs that I will have to wait to hear from, both I am not sure of and both would be great, as well as two "take it or leave it" positions that aren't ideal but there. The dilemma is obvious. Do I risk taking a job I don't really want because the offer is there or do I wait to see if one of the others offers, knowing that I could easily be back at square one. I decided to wait as I feel much more peace about waiting. At least I did. Now I'm stupid worried. The worst part is the fact that I can literally do nothing but go about my life and wait. So to life I go, unsure of everything.

the beginning

Hey, so this is my blog, as an aspiring writer I thought it was time :). I've been hesitiant to start one because I'm pretty sure no one will read it but here it goes! It is a beginning, and like most there's really not much to it. But I think that if the church can start with 12 regular guys anything can happen. So we'll see.